Tuesday, April 12, 2005
oKAY.it's been a really cool day for me. but it's not really that cool, okay i know i am not talking sense but what? i am fuming mad right now.
let's scold everyone that offend me today. i know i am being fucking childish right now but i am sook sin that's why.
firstly. my dear miss. bitch.[anotha words. e goddamn relieved teacher]
you know what? you're really being a bitch. how did even made it to be a teacher? made sucha a stupid mistake and yet not adknowledging it. and your apologies were so not sincere? what's the point? there's no point? then why don't you fucking fuck off? do you have to irritate me and at the same time kick sucha big fuss just now? gawd, how old are you? 10? sorry that i have oinsulted the ten years old tho' well. gossiping is my guilty please and if you can't stand the guilt. don't stand in my way, cause i am not standing in yours. i am not in any mood to fucking qurel with u in class i am only interested in my gameboy just now. but now i tawt i must really tell you. or rather the others how i feel otherwise i think i will suffocate.
secondly. goldie deng.
you know what. we are just drifting apart. we're in different schools and that's the cause of everything eh? i am telling. it's not i matter to you. and you know what. to me, you don't too. so yea. and you dare to fucking say, well, you didn't even admit it. YOU LOST MY GAMEBOY. i know i childish. but this just shows how much you fucking cared. you know. i don't care if your life is really happie or miserable right now. cause i don't think you give a damn to mine either. and one day we will just turn out to bvbe strangers. and i am disillusioned
thirdly. you fucking bitch. serene.
what's with you man? you know why people call the cutters attention seekers? it's all thanks to you stupid people. whats wrong with you man. fancy taking pictures of you making contact with the razor blade and put it on your displae pict. and why did i say making contact, cause it's so light it's not even counted as slashing. you know. even if you want to seek for attention you could do it more discreetly and also at the same time, not tarnishing the names of the cutters. gawd. you disgust me.
okay here it goes. this is general. to those who flirts in front of me, disgust me and yadda yadda.
yes. you've been flirting and it's weird to see you flirting. i know flirting is not so bad, i mean it's socialising but you know what i just find it weird. and somehow i tawt you've been fucking rude. and always treating people the way you don't want them to treat you. and suprisingly. i am NOT talking about jesslyn susanto.
that's all. i feel much better. have a good day.
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."