blehx.
I will be going to e5 next yr!!! but i dun care, i wonder if there's a 3e6 next year??? hahax. blehx. i hate jasmine pang!!! i love justine and jasmine wee and zing!!!! hahax. no larhx. lurve her the most lahx. mua fucking fucking stoopidiest wife~~ hahax. hypocrites everywhere sialz, scary lehx. now at zing's house again. blahx. we helped out at school for track, so tired sialx, dunnoe why too. hahax. guess that's about it, buaizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
Blehx.
once agaain, i am here. hahax. blehx. got back results and guess what i think i will go to na lorhx. haix. Now at hui ying's house. on testi spree, mua aunt is gonna be visiting me today, from malaysia, it's gonna be disastrous. Blehx! Dun care, screw da resultx, screw mua auntx. it's the timE for fun now!!! fuN fun and more fun!!!!! WhEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeEEE~~~~
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
Blehx.
Just disgusted by you larhx. haix. forget it. hahax. i am crapping. i saw bond and i saw christopher lee[spelling?] In 2 days. cool huh? hahax. blehx.
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
Blehx.
It's kindda early now. 4.53am. hahax. d&t exam later. screw it manx! who cares??? Just Joking, i wud like another A to appear in mua report card. But there is one stoopid problem. i lost mua d&t text book. hehx.! I got so little [a]s this time, okay, normally i also dun have alot of [a]s but this time, it is streaming. aRrhhhHh!!!! Nevermind i am going nutx!!! Haix. blehx. Blog de music got sumthing wrong. haix. gott change it. Gotta go skul soon. boox! then tomolo is science. terror sialx. hahax. but after that i jiu free liaox. Then i dun care lerx. screw the resultx. 3e5 is also not that bad. Miss chin made art sound so much better now. I dun noe but after the talk with her, art seems to be so much funner. HeEx. The only thing i am worrying about is, i scared i dropped to Na, then jiu hao xiao liaox. And i want to take literature! Blehx! okay larrhx. gotta go lerx. tata!
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
My soul is full of sorrow,
He left me feeling empty,
But I can not help but love him,
Although he broke my heart.
Why did he lead me on,
Why did he hurt me so,
I am now full of anger,
Anger, hatred but mostly sadness.
I am angry cause he hurt me,
I hate him cause he hurt me,
I am sad cause he hurt me,
But worst of all I still love him,
Every time I look at him,
Every time I think of him,
I wonder,
I wonder why. Why he hurt me
And why through all the pain I feel,
I still love him
He broke my heart,
He injured my soul,
Why do I still love him,
Will I ever be happy again.
Time heals all wounds,
Does it heal a broken heart,
Does it heal an injured soul,
Does it heal a hurting person.
Cause I am hurting,
I hate him,
I loathe him,
But I love him more
Cause he was my special someone,
My utopia,
My smile,
My happiness,
Will the pain ever end,
Will I ever forgive him,
But most of all
Will he ever love me?
Love me the way I love him.
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
Heyx
Just reach home. heex. wentta suntec again. blehx. todae, saw bond, u know the four very gorgeous woman who play classical music dex. they are so pretty. bLehx! Heex. today nothing much lahx. just that justine bought her credit card along with her. blehx. funny sialx. today we really play de "use daddy give you de credit card" game. hahax. blehx. then when i go home some people that i used to know sorta like say hi to me, except that they are really weird. their voice are like baboons and chickens and they are singin openly in the public "my heart will go on"? blehx. Today we also saw some not bad looking guyx. the problem is we kept bumping into each other. hahax. quack quack day!
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
Blehx. Something did happened. Blehx. it's not my fault, you did sound weird, and sorry bto say i wasn't sounding you out, but i guess you won't believe me anyway, you don't have to believe me anyways. I just don't know how to tell you. but i can sense it, u dumbass, i can sense what's going around me. and i am trying to adapt. i didn't delibrately try to find out what happened, but seriously larhx, you are my fren, so i shud care right, or maybe you never treat me as a friend, i am used to it. Guys are like this, used to it liaox, i am just her gud friend. yea? Hahahax. Well, who cares?
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
Came to bloggie again.
Kindda late now, and i gotta study for exam, but well i am feeling a little unwell. so here i am. heex. stoooid. todae was goldie's berfdae. everything was great, we laugh like there's no tommorow or rather like there's no exam tommorow, but sad case there is, and it's the subject i dread the most. Damn it. Hahax. took 6 photos today, with goldie and some with jeremiah. we look kindda funny tho', really treasured those moments that we are together, we dun get to spent as much time as last time anymore, yea, because we have all moved on. and that's sad huh? And wow, guess what, people who hate me, you all should really be happie now, cause i am feeling that i am a byatch. I tried to be nice, i tried, and turns out that i think she still wants fame. but, come to think again, maybe it's not her fault it's mine, but i dunnoe what's wrong with me too, but i know it's more of my fault, ever heard of the song reflection? That's how am i feeling now, except that, i know i won't be love for who i am. I dun like this, but i know there's no other choice and besides i can't break down now. exams are here. if i break down now, it's more like i am tryin to commit suicide, i can' mua parent down now, can't let sim sim down, can't let, this is kindda surprising, howard tan down, can't let zing down now. Damn it. Who wake me up from my dream. I dun like this reality thingy, reality=true feelings=pain. i dread this, i seriously do, when exams are over, dun worry, i will definitely go back to mua fantasy world and try to hide as long as possible, and you people who hate me won't be able to see "me" for a very long time. yea, just kindda depressed now, needa express muaself somehow, someway. well, this seems to be the way. blehx. gotta make a move now, wun like to fail mua maths ya know? tata~
I know, i won't be love for who i am.
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
i am not a child now.
I can take care of myself.
I mustn't let them down now.
I mustn't let them see me cry.
I'm fine I'm fine.
I'm to tired to listen.
I'm to old to believe.
All these childish stories.
There is no such thing as faith & trust & pixie dust.
I try but its so hard to believe.
I try but I can't see where you see.
I try I try I try.
My whole world is changing.
I don't know where to turn.
I can't leave you waiting.
But I can't stay and watch the city burn.
Ohh watch it burn.
Cause I try but it's so hard to believe.
I try but I can't see where you see.
I try I try.
I try to understand the distance between.
The love I feel the things I fear and every single dream.
I can finally see it
.Now I have to believe all those precious stories.
All the world is made of faith & trust & pixie dust.
So I'll try cause I finally believe.
I'll try cause I can see what you see.
So I'll try I'll try to fly.
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
Blehx.
One week never blog lerx. Lazy larHx. HeEx. Changed the blogskin tho'. Look a bit sucidal , ducha think so? hahax. Thinking of changing the song, actually i am, but change decide on what to change. So many nice songs. hEex. Still choosing now. HeEx. Exam fever sialx. Worrying of dropping to na or e5, it's not that i despise e5 or anithing but, i seriously have no talents in art or d'n't. Haix. bugger, but most probably i will end up in e5 or even worse, na class. manz, that suck. Now, don't whether am i stress, or am i having depression. fancy having depression at this time. funny huh? blehx. Heck! I am a gurl that gone mad. blehx. That's all lahx. need go for mental check up lerx. Buaiz! tata~
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
okae. to save me the trouble. i shall post it here. u know. frnship does associate with this thing. Unless u are telling me u dun hafta care for ur frens. And if u dun care. u dun hafta come back here and tag over and over again. cause i dun a shit to what are u replying. but well this entry is to vent mua anger already. eh. u know caring doesn't means going arouind telling other people that "i do care" and sit there and do nothing. don't ask me what can u do? i have no idea. at that time u are suppose to find it out urself. and it's not like we din give u a chance. and "hahax" do make u sound more fuck. care is present tense and cared is past tense. yes i know and i dun give a fuck. cause u did none of those. calling u a bitch is because of ya behaviour. and seriously i din backstabbed u cause i stab u right in the front rmb? i wanted to mend this frenship but well wif ya attitude. impossible. like that i got a higher chance of striking lottery. stop saying me or jacq chen backstabbed you. cause none of us did that. we have a mind of our own. we know how to think. and jacq wun even try to pollute our mind about you. it's really all about you. it's how u behave, how u react, and what's ur character that made this thing happened. and seriously i know what's gonna happen. but u know what. i dun care if u are trying to look in front of others or what, cause they really believed u and think i am a fucking fuck, they don't deserve my attention. and don't try to say we were never frens. don't deny the faith and trust i gave to u. cause we all know it very well. if u hatred to blind you. go ahead. i dun care it's not my life. but u broke the trust and throw away the faith just like u've done before. so just stop grumbling or telling me how u feel. cause i know in the end. u just want urself to look good.
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
J.Pang. seriously u something wrong de lehss. wah kaoss! Hahas. U aRrrGgghhh! idiot.! Please put a tag board on ya bloggo anyway. It's not a dream it's a nightmare! u idiot! Blehss! It's like this. We shud open our eyes wider from de start. So we wun be decieved. But the sad thing is we gave her, trust faith and everything. but she broke just like she have done before. So what's the point? Blehss. =D Hehs. catcha movie on fri with just and j.pang. i know it isn't appropriate as the exams are here. well. u noe movies are irressitible!! hahas. Watched a missed call. something like that right? can't really remember the title. but whoa! it was fantastic man! i rate it 5 star! same as the cinderella story but i wudn't wanna watch it again. it's just far too scary! AAAAhhhh! HEes. it's a show that is scary, romantic and touching! and it's a horror movie.! u must be think am i kidding. no. !! HeEs. it's really a fantastic show!blehss! Hees! Lotsa quizzes coming up! soon~~~
We're all under the same sky, so why must we go in different ways?
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."
