Thursday, August 19, 2004
Gotta new blog skin. its abit different from the normal style of mua frens and things liddat. I am kindda hapie with it. finally found something green and with butterflies. tho' i am nt a major fan of green or any greenilicious gurl budd well i just like the color green quite alot. hope u all peeps like it. Found out a few major secrets of somebody todae. hahas. if i ever leak it out to another human. she will kill me. for sure. hahas. settle some stuffs. and sorta like backstabbed somebody. i dun really feel guilty tho'. cuz i noe she's never a miss nicey lady. And fuck. FUCK FUCK FUCK!! i hate howard. he ruined mua life. totally. and fuck. it's like i never do anithing this whole fucking week. And this obviously shows that he's picking on me bastard. he cud just fuck off or something. Sometimes, he just know the facts de lorhss. it just that he dun wanna admit. wah liaos. how come he so childish arhs? and he's just like running away from those fact. wah leawss. then make our life difficult. fuck. had this fucking talk wif quek. he trying to like what fuck sial. said:counsell. budd its more like forcing. fuck him lahs. -quoted "no i wud ask a dog to fuck him" seriously. i did nothing. okae.well, tomolo i am seeing the counsellor again. hope it can help me a little. well. if howard is gonna pick on me. he's gonna be so dead. i gonna bring a penknife wif me whereva i go. so i can kill him then kill myself. hahas. joking. well. kindda bored dae. totally ruined by howard. fuck. then slept at jasmine pang's house for a while. hahas. yea. i had this quarrel wif lawrence. i mean. cuz of some misunderstandings. then i shouted at him "fuck you lahs" damn loudly right in front of the whole class. Lawrence was fucking angry with me lorhhs. seriously i felt very bad for doing that. then fuck mans. we were both driven out of the damn lab. then phark dunnoe what came over me. then i cried. then i felt like so bad for scolding lawrence. then okae. i made peace with him. i apologised and things liddat. well luckily i succeed. budd neways, still gonna say sorrie one more time. hope things wun turn out worse [x Cross mua fingers x]. heEs. hais. that's bout it. hope i can buy a diarry real soon. Haiss. last thing its time to tell the world or rather Howard tan to Fuck Off!!! That's all. tata! see ya around. buaiz. lurfee ya!
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