Monday, August 16, 2004
Do you believe in angels?
Do you believe in me?
Can you listen to this
Without wondering what I mean?
Can you simply sit
And give me the time I need
To express my inner feelings
And feel entirely free
In a place like this
A cold dark place
With my hands and feet chained
With my heart broken into pieces
With my soul full of shame
I believed in these dreams
I believed in the future
I had faith in everything
But this is where it has sent me
With only you here to rescue me
With only you to break these chains
Set me free
Let me be what I need to be
Do you believe in angels?
Do you believe in me?
Can you believe in all of this?
Can you reach out to me
Without wondering what you'll get in return
Without fear of getting burned
Without thinking that when you turn
You will find the door closed
And yourself trapped in here with me?
I believed in these dreams
I believed in the future
I had faith in everything
Now look where I've ended
Hurt inside
Crying and begging for some light
Shivering and asking for someone to stay by my side
Dying in the inside and in such darkness
That I'm starting to believe that I am blind
Please don't leave me here
Search for the answer to my life
Don't let me die
The door won't close behind
Break the chains around my hands and feet
Set me free from this misery
Don't waste time wondering what I mean
I know you'll know once my face you see
You'll recognize me
And understand everything
HurryThis could be my last heart beat
Do you know how it feels
To be dead while alive;
To fall asleep each night
To the sound of your own cries;
To have your life changeIn the blink of an eye;
To discover your reality
Was nothing but lies?
Do you know how it feels
To want someone to blame;
To find yourself alone
When your in the greatest of pain;
To shed a river of tears
At the mention of a name;
To realize, from this date forward,
Things will never be the same?
Do you know how it feels
To learn your bst wasn't enough;
For someone you love
To violate your ultimate trust;
To find out all those words
Were just cold-hearted bluffs;
To accept that the future
Holds no more memories of us?
Do you konw how it feels
To make a fresh start;
To keep a smile on your face
After your world falls apart;
For yourself as a whole
To be shattered in parts;
I have to wonder...
Do you know how it feels
To have a heart?
"Once in a while, wishes do come true."